I dont want to wake up

Every night I feel
I should not wake up
I cant face my mind's torture for another day
God, please switch of my mind..
My heart is enough...

இறைவா !!!!

இன்னும் எத்தனை நாட்களுக்கு இந்த மனப்போராட்டம் இறைவா !!!!

pain

my distorted emotions torturing main
it is so deep it gives me physical pain
i loved her..love her..but prob is
i expect her to love me..y should she..
am i loving..or expecting her to love me..or
this expecting others to love us is called as love..
is this unending loop...
god,show me the meaning of love...
i love her..yes i do

I wanna cry

I wonder when I lost my smile
Its on the same day I decided not to cry anymore
The day my tears have dried
The day I started searching happiness directly -
without realizing its just a byproduct
Until I learn to cry again I cannot smile
Teach me to cry
Teach me to smile
Teach me to love

Hi

Hi

Just started a blog...wanted to gibberish a lot...

:)